Awaiting impossible apology

Just a simple apology, is it too damn hard for a grown man? The difficulty of saying something wrong is relatively low, but at the same time saying something correct is somewhat harder. Justisfy action through common sense, or else the more you might lose.

Screaming guy?

A foolish guy shouting at people for his kitchen knife... Get a life, its just a knife, and you didnt keep it safe from other people, when its broken start to blame others. Such a simple lesson even a children can understand. Keep you thing safely!

Heart Broke in Belfast

"You never can change a person's nature, they have excuses to escape from admitting their mistake."

A true facts, its a sad thing when you live with such a person, they could never see things correctly, just blaming others. Its just funny to see so many people behave the same way, they only continue complaining others, but could never see the facts themselves. They could never see their own faces, ugly faces. Its a human nature that they only sees others mistake.

Belfast Mid Autumn

This is the coldest mid autumn in my life, at night sometimes wake up because of the chill.
Away from home doesnt make me lonely, the freshness living as a foreigner still stays.
Understanding meaning of life doesnt mean you know how to live among people, life is meaningful when you share your life with others, which your sole existence being acknowledge.

Weather here is like human, sometimes cold and sometimes shines, but its cold most of the time.

Begin to love to hear Kenny G pieces, its so smooth and relaxing, opposition with the current of life.

First day at Work

Everything seems fine here, just following the same pattern as KFC, just a bit like buffet and nasi campur in Malaysia. Hopefully I could stay here for 1 year without any problem.

Scary N.Ireland

Arrive in Northern Ireland with breeze from Liverpool, its heavy to leave everything in such a short while, like you intend to erase your memory for this past 3 months.

Sadly, my journey in Liverpool ends at John Lennon, who was killed by a mad fans on 1980.

Yesterday, I was still at Marybone packing and joking with friends, now the journey only left three of us.

The airport is a nightmare for me, I have to throw every single notes I have in Liverpool in order to pass the weight counter.

Finally, Ireland, little have I known from Enya, but here I am standing on the ground of Ireland.


Yesterday - Beatles

yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
now it looks as though they're here to stay oh,
i believe in yesterday.

suddenly, i'm not half the man i used to be
there's a shadow hanging over me.

oh, yesterday came suddenly.
why she had to go i don't know
she wouldn't say. i said something wrong,
now i long for yesterday.

yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away

oh, i believe in yesterday.
why she had to go i don't know she wouldn't say
i said something wrong,
now i long for yesterday.

yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away
oh, i believe in yesterday....

Continue at Ireland

Finally, the three months of suffering have ended, with a silence victory, a close one. Now, another challenge awaits, working in Chi Restaurant in Northen Ireland. Just pray that I could get through easily...