Foreigner in Malaysia

i cant sleep...
although might be tired now....
... feel depress....
like nothing in msia let me interest....
not happy....
haiz...
i think i might have depression....
cant sleep.....
play games also no mood...
i felt like i never live in my house
i have been away for 5months...
the thing that used to be mine, become stranger... cant feel any connection...
frens also become like stranger....
no like last time, thing changes with times...
mmm... i still feel like i never exist here in my hometown
even i back to lowyat my usual place, still feel like different
just away for 5 months really leave some effect
this is the first time having this kind of feeling
but i think i am the one who changes the most...
mayb not the people around me
mayb the way i think about things...
or i still thinking i am in foreign country
i cannot justisfy
i think my journey to the west still not yet ended