New Job *Part 2*

So part 1 doesnt work out right...
Its time for part 2, going back to my previous field
(It doesnt mean that the part 1 is not my favourite field)

New Job *Part 1*

Again, I about to embark to a new dimension.
Sleepless night, will be quite tiresome tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be a new page, who knows what awaits.

Gaming in Life

Today, I just realized something ...
Why am I so obsess with gaming, isnt it a waste of time?
It does in some way, but the fact is, i needed it...
Sadly, its like an addiction from keeping me sane.
Call it an excuse or whatever, my dark past does haunt me.
It helps me to ease from this dark past.
Some would said religion can do the same, but i wont Use it.

Human Touch 'n Go

As lives continue, thing just get normal.
Felt like nothing going to last longer, even for emotion.
Sooner it become like a piece of Touch 'n go card, touch once and put it away.
How to avoid become a TNG card? Whos' knows best? Nothing but your ownself.

Foreigner in Malaysia

i cant sleep...
although might be tired now....
... feel depress....
like nothing in msia let me interest....
not happy....
haiz...
i think i might have depression....
cant sleep.....
play games also no mood...
i felt like i never live in my house
i have been away for 5months...
the thing that used to be mine, become stranger... cant feel any connection...
frens also become like stranger....
no like last time, thing changes with times...
mmm... i still feel like i never exist here in my hometown
even i back to lowyat my usual place, still feel like different
just away for 5 months really leave some effect
this is the first time having this kind of feeling
but i think i am the one who changes the most...
mayb not the people around me
mayb the way i think about things...
or i still thinking i am in foreign country
i cannot justisfy
i think my journey to the west still not yet ended

3 more days leaving Belfast

Today, is the most enjoyable day in UK, me and my colleague having a good meal in Benedict, finally i have the chance to eat UK Sirloin, much better than the one selling at my restaurant. At last, the meal i ate is something nice and good, much better than the buffet at Liverpool. The feeling is quite the same as the first post of this blog, repeating itself, but much more complicated.

Another Goodbye

The farewell might be too abrupt for some, but its unavoidable. Most of us will only said the word they hid inside their heart, which is the honest words. These words would have touch one's heart, leaving deep feeling. Looking back on a month before, those suffering have been worthy, not because of acquiring new skill and adapt to environment, but to know someone who would care about your feeling.