kari's Blog

New Job Part 2

2008-03-28T11:39:00.002+08:00

So part 1 doesnt work out right...
Its time for part 2, going back to my previous field
(It doesnt mean that the part 1 is not my favourite field)

New Job Part 1

2008-01-21T02:05:00.000+08:00

Again, I about to embark to a new dimension.
Sleepless night, will be quite tiresome tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be a new page, who knows what awaits.

Gaming in Life

2008-01-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Today, I just realized something ...
Why am I so obsess with gaming, isnt it a waste of time?
It does in some way, but the fact is, i needed it...
Sadly, its like an addiction from keeping me sane.
Call it an excuse or whatever, my dark past does haunt me.
It helps me to ease from this dark past.
Some would said religion can do the same, but i wont Use it.

Human Touch 'n Go

2007-12-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

As lives continue, thing just get normal.
Felt like nothing going to last longer, even for emotion.
Sooner it become like a piece of Touch 'n go card, touch once and put it away.
How to avoid become a TNG card? Whos' knows best? Nothing but your ownself.

Foreigner in Malaysia

2007-11-04T04:24:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep...
although might be tired now....
... feel depress....
like nothing in msia let me interest....
not happy....
haiz...
i think i might have depression....
cant sleep.....
play games also no mood...
i felt like i never live in my house
i have been away for 5months...
the thing that used to be mine, become stranger... cant feel any connection...
frens also become like stranger....
no like last time, thing changes with times...
mmm... i still feel like i never exist here in my hometown
even i back to lowyat my usual place, still feel like different
just away for 5 months really leave some effect
this is the first time having this kind of feeling
but i think i am the one who changes the most...
mayb not the people around me
mayb the way i think about things...
or i still thinking i am in foreign country
i cannot justisfy
i think my journey to the west still not yet ended

3 more days leaving Belfast

2007-10-28T06:51:00.000+08:00

Today, is the most enjoyable day in UK, me and my colleague having a good meal in Benedict, finally i have the chance to eat UK Sirloin, much better than the one selling at my restaurant. At last, the meal i ate is something nice and good, much better than the buffet at Liverpool. The feeling is quite the same as the first post of this blog, repeating itself, but much more complicated.

Another Goodbye

2007-10-23T06:37:00.000+08:00

The farewell might be too abrupt for some, but its unavoidable. Most of us will only said the word they hid inside their heart, which is the honest words. These words would have touch one's heart, leaving deep feeling. Looking back on a month before, those suffering have been worthy, not because of acquiring new skill and adapt to environment, but to know someone who would care about your feeling.

Invinsible

2007-10-17T06:48:00.000+08:00

When someone hurt you so much, you and him could never have a conversation again. What would you do when you meet him again? Pretending it is invinsible? Or just ignoring the existing? What I've figure out that I could pretending we have never meet before, forgetting everything we've been through. It is right to "pretending" everything have never been happen? Can I become the Harry in Spiderman 3? Feeling nothing about the past? Deleted like a files inside the computer?

Awaiting impossible apology

2007-10-16T06:10:00.000+08:00

Just a simple apology, is it too damn hard for a grown man? The difficulty of saying something wrong is relatively low, but at the same time saying something correct is somewhat harder. Justisfy action through common sense, or else the more you might lose.

Screaming guy?

2007-10-16T06:06:00.000+08:00

A foolish guy shouting at people for his kitchen knife... Get a life, its just a knife, and you didnt keep it safe from other people, when its broken start to blame others. Such a simple lesson even a children can understand. Keep you thing safely!

Heart Broke in Belfast

2007-10-12T05:07:00.000+08:00

"You never can change a person's nature, they have excuses to escape from admitting their mistake."

A true facts, its a sad thing when you live with such a person, they could never see things correctly, just blaming others. Its just funny to see so many people behave the same way, they only continue complaining others, but could never see the facts themselves. They could never see their own faces, ugly faces. Its a human nature that they only sees others mistake.

Belfast Mid Autumn

2007-09-25T08:14:00.000+08:00

This is the coldest mid autumn in my life, at night sometimes wake up because of the chill.
Away from home doesnt make me lonely, the freshness living as a foreigner still stays.
Understanding meaning of life doesnt mean you know how to live among people, life is meaningful when you share your life with others, which your sole existence being acknowledge.

Weather here is like human, sometimes cold and sometimes shines, but its cold most of the time.

Begin to love to hear Kenny G pieces, its so smooth and relaxing, opposition with the current of life.

First day at Work

2007-09-10T06:55:00.000+08:00

Everything seems fine here, just following the same pattern as KFC, just a bit like buffet and nasi campur in Malaysia. Hopefully I could stay here for 1 year without any problem.

Scary N.Ireland

2007-09-08T07:41:00.000+08:00

Arrive in Northern Ireland with breeze from Liverpool, its heavy to leave everything in such a short while, like you intend to erase your memory for this past 3 months.

Sadly, my journey in Liverpool ends at John Lennon, who was killed by a mad fans on 1980.

Yesterday, I was still at Marybone packing and joking with friends, now the journey only left three of us.

The airport is a nightmare for me, I have to throw every single notes I have in Liverpool in order to pass the weight counter.

Finally, Ireland, little have I known from Enya, but here I am standing on the ground of Ireland.

Yesterday - Beatles

yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
now it looks as though they're here to stay oh,
i believe in yesterday.

suddenly, i'm not half the man i used to be
there's a shadow hanging over me.

oh, yesterday came suddenly.
why she had to go i don't know
she wouldn't say. i said something wrong,
now i long for yesterday.

yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away

oh, i believe in yesterday.
why she had to go i don't know she wouldn't say
i said something wrong,
now i long for yesterday.

yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away
oh, i believe in yesterday....

Continue at Ireland

2007-09-07T09:13:00.000+08:00

Finally, the three months of suffering have ended, with a silence victory, a close one. Now, another challenge awaits, working in Chi Restaurant in Northen Ireland. Just pray that I could get through easily...

Fight Back to School 2007

2007-06-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

You are watching all new season of Fight Back to School 2007, featuring Wei Chun, Kari Sing Sing (First row), Daniel, Spencer, Balee (Second Row) and Louis (Back Row). Story take place on Liverpool John Moores University James Parson Building 137 room, this time Sing Sing will investigate Matrix inside the Lab, Super Robot AI War, Explosive Devices and ghost image. Expected to be a great hits on your cinema nearby.

Statue on a busy street

2007-06-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

LOOK CAREFULLY AND YOU SHALL SEE!!!!

Ps : Please tell me what you see, put it in the comment.

Albert Dock (Preview)

2007-06-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

At night, we take a stroll to the famous Albert dock, the scenery is fantasy, 800 years since the history of Liverpool started, things has changed, but the society, tried very hard to preserve bits and pieces and maintaining the beauty of the heritage. To be continue...

UK = Ulu Kelang???

2007-06-02T06:50:00.000+08:00

First day to really take a walk around the city, the cold wind really chilling, its just like the Genting, but the sunlight can make your skin burnt.

CONNED AIR... DAMN

2007-06-01T06:38:00.000+08:00

Suck... 13 HOURS non-stop flight, just like fighting a Japanese RPG, cant even breathe well inside, the chair is like shit, cant sleep all day, simply is testing my patient.

Finally some greenie while going to Liverpool, but 4 FUCKING HOURS.

Hong Sing goes Hong Kong

2007-05-31T06:33:00.000+08:00

Special place to be, some warm up, Disneyland???? Maybe...

How to say goodbye to 26 years friend?

2007-05-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

Never have I step out of this small circle, never could I say missing. Recent tragic news comes closer and closer to doorstep, impression fade in gray, soon to nothing. Lets hope the wind is on his side, and sail smoothly to the endless seas, set the anchor whenever the catch might be handsome, and could claim the sea as its own.

P.S. To all my trustworth friends, farewell and take good care of yourself. Go get a body check up whenever the you feelings are bad, just like you treat your own car, a scheduled check up.

A dying wish

2007-05-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

It would wish for a recovery, but lady luck is not on its side, silence death, *cough*, taking away one's memory, making it harder to accept the final fate.

CHALK HILL BLUES

2007-05-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

Wine is winding. As sanity falls apart, the past tragics keep hauting back, setting up trauma.

Wine is a revenge, to stop bill from monopoly the society, causing turbulance to life.

Wine is something adam wanted to taste before he ate the rooten fruit and fallen.

4 dayz

2007-05-27T14:08:00.000+08:00

Went to 1u, there was a dog cruelty prevention day, one of the event was to test the concentration of the doggie, quite interesting.

5 more days before leaving to UK

2007-05-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 months of resting and celebrating at home, after quiting from Freescale.
(This is my first blog, please give a big hand of applause)

We went to "d mao" for dinner, chinese food. xjin never join us, because he is having a date, good luck to him.